oh wells.
its really march now.
time flies.
even if we're not having fun.

done with IVP.
done with FYP.
done with tests.
done with exams.
done with dinner and dance.

all's left is the results.

3years like 3days.
from the day i gave nicck that killer stare when his phone rang in the convention hall.
to the day derek met nicck in town cos both pon orientation and they chat even though they dont know each other.
to the day i sat with weiying on one table staring at each other, smiling and talking in the weirdest fake and polite way when my mind was actually thinking "aiyo, why she wear until so drama? its just school."

and suddenly we were all hanging out.
every single day.
we chat, crap, gossip, joke, laugh, quarrel.
but still together.
now all graduating already.

haiya, enough of that.


so anyways,

i spent one random day at home.....
regretting.

"what the hell was i thinking? why didnt i put in effort to study?"

but yeah.
no point crying over spilled milk.
i've done my best for the last 2 semesters.
better late than never.
:/

many many overdue-d photos to put up.
and will do so before i head to hongkong for a 4d3n games tour.
more like a free and easy tour though.
most of the time we are on 'free and easy' mode.
only one friendly match.

oh yeah. i missed the NUS and NTU application.
deliberately.
sometimes i feel i'm so indecisive.
i 'decided' that i wanted to skip the application and work for 1 year first.
to figure out what the society's like and find out what i really want in life.
to leave my "options open".

BUT

when i know my friends applied already,
i feel like
"aww, why didnt i apply too? damn it! i missed it."

so contradicting.

yeah. might go into teaching.
seems like high demand.
and my parents love the idea of "metal rice bowl"
haha.
they keep asking if i wanna sign on with the navy or air force man.
and their always so excited when i receive mails from the navy or air force.

ok.
off to post photos.