I'M FEELING SICK AND UGLY.

sick with almost everything.
fever, bad sore throat, cough blah blah blah.
:(

went to see the doctor.
and all the doctor said was "mei you shi."
was telling him that i've been choking on the phlem in my sleep.
and he said "mei you shi" again.
zzz.
waste of time.
so he dumbed a whole lot of medicine to me.
medicine for fever, flu, cough, sore throat and even rashes.
"off you go"
:(

went home.
first thing.
forced to drink salt water.
eww.
next.
lunch....
plain porridge with those weird canned food.
worse than having war.
after lunch.
forced to eat a handfull of tablets.
eat until want to vomit.
roar.
:(

worse of all.
i haven been sleeping well for the past few days.
i wake up in the middle of the night like 3502354536 times each night.
or i choke on my phlem and wake up then go back to sleep.
:(

thats the feeling sick part.

now for the feeling ugly part.
alot of people told me that my face looks somewhat puffed up.
swollen cheeks and all.
and i noticed it too.
so did my mama.
i'm feeling very ugly.
and when people look at me i think its cos i look alien with those swollen cheeks.
:(

all this results to a very grumpy jiahui
:(