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HOJIAHUI is my name. the BIG 2 this year; 31 January 1989 VOLLEYBALL is my game. been playing since 13 and will continue until 30. I am.... an ex-student of JURONG SEC. a an ex-player of Jurong Volleyball Team. a an ex-player of Team Jurong Alumni 08. a petless pet lover. an independent person. a not-so-likable student. an AIRLINE to a teammate. a most beautiful daughter.
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Sunday, September 11, 2005|10:21 AM
Dear Diary sorry guys, didnt post for 2 days i guess. i was typing my post yesterday night and half way through my friend called and we talked all teh way till 0100. was really tired after that so i didn't continue typing my post. well, so i'm here now and i shall rant about teh day before yesterday's and yesterday's events. something's bothering me too. shall talk about it later. 9th September 2005 Happy Birthday to QuanRong! or should i say happy belated birthday? well, the dog that really knows how to enjoy its doggy life belongs to him. he's one hell of a rich guy. he has a drumset at home. oh my~ so yeah, went to IMM with my mama in the afternoon. saw a shop selling all sorts of earrings and stuff. oh my!! i love them. i'm currently very into earrings. big earrings. but i didnt buy any cause i thought it wouldnt be nice to ask my mama to buy for me again. and i'm too stupid to realise that i can actually borrow money to buy the earrings and return her the money later on. so i left the shop with my heart still in the shop. =( saw chunseng and qingyan holding hands and leaving the place. loving couple. =) bought sushi home. i love sushi. bought the jellyfish, octopus and scallop sushi. yumyum. nothing much happened after that. oh yeah. watched a tale of 2 sisters with tcy over the phone. i dont dare to watch myself so i had to bug tcy to watch with me. and tcy keep complaining that he couldn't concentrate on the show cause i keep talking. =( rather disappointed with the show though. i'm never satisfied with ghost stories. though the show might be scary, the storyline usually suck! makes no sense. boring! -pouts- and with that, the day ended. 10 September 2005 woke up at 0830 and started photocopying the notes that nwar lent me. had to rush for time because something screwed up while printing the notes. nwar wrote all the way to the bottom of the page and my printer happen to be unable to scan to the bottom of the page. despite the fact the i'm running out of time, i still had to copy down those notes that weren't copied by my printer. i didnt even have time to dry my hair and i rushed out. nwar kept calling me. we agree on her giving me one missed call when she board the bus and another when she reached the place. but i got like 4 missed calls? frankly speaking i really dont like to be rushed man. i sms-ed her telling her i'll be late. and was like how late? where are you? at that point of time i felt that asking her to leave first cause we'll still be able to meet in school on monday and i can pass her the notes on monday. so what's the point of rushing my ass out to lakeside to return the notes. or maybe its cause she wanted the straws to make those hearts for someone la. i dont know. i know you have a date but i didnt mean to be late. like i said something screwed up during the printing process and i know its my fault that i didnt print it earlier but i really couldnt cause the printer was in my brother's room. the night before i asked her if she wanted to go to IMM to take a look at the earrings. came to a conclusion of "No, i dont want to rush you. dont angry leh" so yeah. sian half half. disappointment. we didnt go. despite that, the meeting time was pushed up somemore. weird. well, whatever. it doesnt concern me. so we went separate ways after that. went down to clementi. waited for tcy for soo long. then head to the study corner. study study. play play. talk talk. and yes, my soulmate(nwar) called to tell me that someone bought her the billabong hp strap which i had just that hers is pink and mine is green. so yeah. that time i ask her buy with me but obviously she didnt. oh yeah, she also told me that someone bought her a billabong sling bag. brag brag brag, talk talk talk. after that she asked me a question. "WHY SO MANY PEOPLE IN THE WORLD DIE BUT YOU NEVER DIE?!" basically, she ask me that question everytime we talk or we're together. though its a joke( anyways, jokes aint meant to be repeated EVERYDAY), but am i really so annoying that you hope that i should hurry up and die? WHATEVER! UNFORTUNATELY FOR YOU, I'M STILL ALIVE! UNHAPPY THAT I'M ALIVE? TO HELL WITH YOU! i cant be bothered. i wash my ass of your business. but seriously, would you feel weird to use a phrase on someone which your partner used on you or someone else infront of your partner? i'll feel weird. if you don't understand my sentence then forget it. it's no big deal. so yeah. that's the conversation i had with my SOULMATE. shocked that she called anyways. she never did. maybe she cant wait to let me know about her new billabong stuff. i called them prostitute and gigolo in return. well, if this is the way you people joke around then i'll have to follow the trend. in other words, piss me off and you'll get it from me. i always think that calling people prostitute and gigolo's an insult. i dont like to do that. but since you piss me off. i cant be bothered anyways. if i deserve to die, you dont deserve to live either cause you dont determine who lives and who dies. you dont have the right to do so. you're not god. you're just one of his toys like everyone else. get me? now, the next thing that's bothering me. by accident, i happen to know that my friend blocked me in msn. that's sad. we kind of share our problems in the past and we talk about it and stuff like that. am i really that bad? or could it be that that friend of mine is just busy and doesnt want to be disturbed? maybe i bugged that friend too much. sorry. =( sad case. look, people. so ahead and hope that i die or block me or what so ever. i've given up. no one's perfect. dont expect too much out of a person. no point being perfect anyways. there may not be tomorrow anyways. i might die in my sleep. my house may collapse. i might be killed by some terrorist attack. i'm so insignificant that no one may know that i'm gone even. so go ahead and hope that i'll die. i will, sooner or later. but bare in mind, you'll die eventually too. ahahahaha~~~~ -evil laughter- mua mua muahahaha~~ it's my life. you cant do anything!! ahahaha~~ i live my life for myself. =) oh man! last but not least, before i forget, my kor changed his hairstyle yesterday!!! finally!!! i feel so happy for him. spike!! my kor's finally becoming Mr handsome 20 year old guy. oh yes!! how i wish i had a close relation with my kor. as in like we play around or at least talk. rather than behaving like 2 strangers living together under a roof. ahhh~ i feel much better after talking about my thoughts about some issues. well, since i've said it out and i feel better after doing so, it shall be forgotten. =) my mood's fine today. <3 Hope. |